So I at one time in the last couple months promised I was going to post more... Like five days of the week or better more.. It seems like usual I've not done such. No excuse but I was thinking about stuff tonight and figured I should post something this won't really be deep just something I was feeling a little convicted of tonight that I don't know how to go about.

Tonight I was reading some articles online which were vaguely theological and I felt slightly convicted that I might be working with the wrong kind of group. I work with a group of mostly(if not entirely) unchurched youths other than when they attend the youth group meetings on Wednesday nights. Well I was kind of considering what it is I am finding I am incredibly passionate about and I realized that with that group that passion is going to waste in a lot of ways. I cannot share it with them, or well I could but, keep in mind most of them lack a relationship with Christ, and because of the lack of relationship they cannot be a part of the thing I want to share so badly because they are NOT citizens of the kingdom and as such they cannot do works of the kingdom. This is a problem.. I'm not really comfortable with church people so much I don't really fit in.. I'm kind of a long haired hippie dude, I imagine that if Jesus was around now they would react to Him equally or more harshly than they do to me. What I mean is, based on my look, not anything I say or do, my look alone I get judged as being different many times and many more times I get judged as not belonging to their circle. Yet I feel like I should talk to those kids instead because they are the ones who can participate in the works I want to talk to them about and I don't know what to do. Well anyways that is really all I wanted to rant about for now I will try to post something tomorrow.. no promises. One love.